I want a break!

It's been six years since I finished college and started working.

I am tired and want a break.

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Throughout these six years, there hasn't been one thing that I did which I loved.

I just wanted to complete the tasks and move on.

My colleagues assume that I perform well because I am passionate and talented in my work.

My answer to them is that NO. I am neither passionate nor talented in it; it's just that I have the attitude to somehow find a solution and close the task.

But this attitude breaks my mood. It breaks my soul and tires me mentally.

For six years, I have been trying to restart my career; just that I am not able to find something that drives me.

There are huge trade-offs to this. It's my family.

My profession has affected my family a lot, especially my parents and my wife.

The world is so mean that they assume a guy with experience gets paid better. But in reality, they may be earning less than what the company pays their intern.

I faced this in one of the organizations I worked for in my past.

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I want a break to rediscover my joy. I want a break to restart my career. I want a break to overcome my salary barrier. I want a break to explore new hobbies. I want a break to build a fulfilling life. I want a break to lay a stronger foundation for myself. I want a break to invest in my personal growth.

I want a break to break my fear.

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It's not just a professional break I need; it's a mental reset. I find myself facing a block that stifles my creativity and limits my thoughts to work alone. Some might label it as stress, while others may call it laziness.

In truth, my mind feels like it's rusting, weighed down by the constant grind. I yearn for the space to think freely, to explore ideas beyond the confines of my job, and to reignite my passion for life. This break is essential for rejuvenating my mind and rediscovering the joy and inspiration that have been overshadowed by routine.